When I was in Hawaii, I met my first literary agent in person… an eloquent, funny Manhattan man who represented some New York Times Bestsellers. My heart almost jumped out of my chest as I introduced myself after he talked during a panel. I told him about my story about fictional journalist Raymond Greggory’s journey with his brain injury. He explained that “TBI stories are overdone and tough to sell.” He recommended that I write nonfiction related to my experience as an OT.
I emailed him my literary query hopeful that my writing style would speak for itself and that I could be the one in a million who could make a difficult topic work. I received my rejection email two days later on a beautiful Hawaiian morning. The only solace within the 2 very well written paragraphs that I could find were that “I was a strong writer.” It hurt me that Mr. Agent hadn’t felt “connected” to my character. Even though I knew it was silly, I could not keep my tears from flowing. Soon after I began crying, my husband pointed out a rainbow on the ocean’s horizon. “My rainbow!” I exclaimed. A promise and a sign that I shouldn’t give up. I wiped back the tears and tried to be happy. Who can’t be happy in Hawaii?
Rejection fuels my fury so of course I was eager to write to prove Mr. Agent wrong. However, there was life to be lived. I was on vacation and there was fun to be had… places to be seen.
Life is full of beauty. I will find my time to write. I will someday (hopefully) find my one agent who will give me a chance. For now, I will soak in the beauty and the adventure of life. After all, I need something to write about!




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